i miss flying....

i am 5.5mths pregnant now... im still waiting for a report from kkh, gave them a ring yesterday and they said they will put up the request to return me a call.. so im still waiting.

at the same time, im looking around for a job; hopefully i'll be able to land on something not as bad as L**xens  - it was totally a horror. i've never complained so much about my job before, this was the first. but good thing is, its all the past now, but this means, no job no income. but i think its better than i have no income than continue to suffer.

this is the first day i am unemployed.
im not particularly happy or sad, cuz theres nothing i can do much about it
still thinking how i can bring some income home to manage the expenses.
will try my best, but same time trying not to feel stressed bout it.

Week 21.

i am at week 21 now. for the past 1.5 months i had been working at a local firm, however i find that it was difficult to meet expectations, hence i found myself not quite fit the job.

honestly, i needed alot of guidance and training which i was not given, i suspect i was expected to perform immediately, they probably forgot that i came from a non-HR background.

in addition, after all those things that happened in office, i spoke to my HB, he too agree i should not work for a boss like this.

in summary, i felt i was picked on and lacked support in many ways.

infrastructure wise, resources were missing, processes and procedures all over the place which added alot of confusion.

thus, i gave the one week notice, and will be leaving by mid of the week. :)