last weekend has been extremely tough for us, because we discovered im pregnant.

the funniest thing was i didnt even know how to read the pregnancy test kit that we bought from the pharmacy. i actually stared at the result for a long while and thinking when the second line was gg to appear, but actually the greyish horizontal line was always there, and if the vertical line appears, it means positive.

i thought both lines had to be obvious to mean positive, but i was wrong.

the following morning we went to have it confirmed at the clinic. and yes it was positive.

right now it has been a battle for both of us, to keep or terminate, because we are afraid we are not ready for parenthood.

this news came too sudden for us, and we didnt expect to conceive so easily.

i guess i was too naive, i always thought conceiving is difficult and my friend told me its difficult.

but i guess if God wants to send this angel to anyone, we cannot stop Him.