i am probably around week 8 now...

this was dinner today! decided to cook cuz actually a little bit lazy to go out for dinner.
cooked spinach and salmon (again) cuz both are nutritious for the baby... and i really like salmon :)

been following zoeyraymond for a while on ig, and i think its also beneficial, what's her diet etc. seems interesting too.

she had avocado, biscuits and tuna for breakfast today, i always thought tuna is not suitable during pregnancy but she said its recommended by gynae, i think i will confirm that again when we see the gynae :)

last weekend has been extremely tough for us, because we discovered im pregnant.

the funniest thing was i didnt even know how to read the pregnancy test kit that we bought from the pharmacy. i actually stared at the result for a long while and thinking when the second line was gg to appear, but actually the greyish horizontal line was always there, and if the vertical line appears, it means positive.

i thought both lines had to be obvious to mean positive, but i was wrong.

the following morning we went to have it confirmed at the clinic. and yes it was positive.

right now it has been a battle for both of us, to keep or terminate, because we are afraid we are not ready for parenthood.

this news came too sudden for us, and we didnt expect to conceive so easily.

i guess i was too naive, i always thought conceiving is difficult and my friend told me its difficult.

but i guess if God wants to send this angel to anyone, we cannot stop Him.

i finally tendered my resignation to the company, and yes im not going to fly in a month's time.

today i encountered something which made me feel so upset and uncomfortable.

and i cannot give any details now, probably when i re-visit this post i may consider to talk about it, it can be a reminder for myself

i am happy to be home, enjoying the sofa and the tv